Former Porn Star Sierra Sinn Story

Former Porn Star Sierra Sinn

I’m a former porn actress who did over 200 movies. I grew up in Pittsburgh and started stripping there while in school. I saw porn stars stripping and thought it was glamorous and thought it was an easy way to fame and fortune. 

So, I got an agent and he set up my first scenes in California leaving my daughter behind with family.

I got paid $800 for my first scene that took 4-6 hoours to shoot, which I found out was an average time for a shoot.

My first scene was one of the worst experiences of my life. It was very scary. It was a very rough scene. My agent didn’t let me know ahead of time. I did it and I was crying and they didn’t stop. It was really violent. He was hitting me. It hurt. It scared me more than anything. They wouldn’t stop. They just kept rolling. They lied and told me they would stop but rough scenes with women are good footage they said.

The scenes you see in porn aren’t fun at all and certainly doesn’t fee good at all. You just d it. They don’t care about no matter how big in porn you are. To be blunt, shooting a scene is not easy for the girls. It’s not enjoyable. It’s not a great time. Girls are getting hurt. It’s emotionally and physically trying. If you knew what people were going through, you wuldn’t like it as much. You wuldn’t watch it if you had to see everything. It’s just brutal sex t make porn companies rich.
Even though a lot of girls use drugs, the only thing I used was weed mostly to get through it. Drugs are huge. If porn is so great, why do people need Xanax, Vicodin, pot, and alcohol to do it? Because it’s painful. It’s unnatural since it isn’t intimacy at all and the guys use Viagra. They are huge but use it to stay hard for those 4-6 hours of a shoot.

The money you make goes right back into prn. You dn’t realize it but it does for tanning, nails, basically trying to look pretty when you are anything but inside. That’s why women who leave porn leave with nothing.

Sierra Sinn was in over 200 movies and left with nothing.

I left the “glamorous” porn life in June, 2007. It’s hard for me to be loved, be intimate at all. Porn hurt me physically but also hurt me inside. I didn’t want to hurt anymore. I didn’t want my heart to hurt anymore. I even thought I was a lesbian for a while. I have a boyfriend now; it’s hard for us, trying to put it all behind me. I feel guilt; I’m so jaded. I want t g back to Pittsburgh and be with my daughter and am working on starting a clothing line. I believe in Jesus and believe God is pulling me out. – Sierra Sinn
     
Sierra Sinn Update May 2008: 

As most of you know Julie, formerly known as Sierra Sinn, left porn on June 20, 2007 and after one year of working VERY hard to rebuild her life, she returned home to her family where she reunited with her parents and her five year old daughter!

Thanks to many of you who donated to her recovery and a lot of help from God, Pink Cross Foundation was able to assist Julie this past year in her recovery and one year later we were able to help pack up her stuff and send her home to her family in May, 2008!

Just look at how happy she is as she drives across country to go back home:

She says she KNOWS Jesus Christ has helped her and done many miracles in her life.

Thank you sincerely for donating to the Pink Cross Foundation and helping Julie and other women like her rebuild their lives and live the amazing life they were created to live! Please consider giving to the Pink Cross Foundation so we can continue to help women leave porn and rebuild their lives.

We have about two women coming to us a week who want out of porn and we do not receive enough donations to help them all. Thank you so much for caring!

Read below past updates of Julie's progress:

*Update from September, 2007: In just a few months Julie has been able to walk away from the porn industry, found a new place to live and went out and got a great job that offers full benefits!!! She still has a ways to go but look how far she's come in such a short time!

That took HUGE amounts of courage not to mention she is willing to her use her life story to help others. Most girls want to hide when they leave the sex industry but not Julie. She is determined to help others learn the truth about porn and God is blessing her BIG TIME for it!

She is especially thankful to God because she KNOWS God is the one who faithfully stood by her and opened doors for her as she took her first courageous steps to rebuild her life.

Julie writes to Shelley:

Thank you for restoring my faith Shelley and showing me the Way. You have helped me more than you know. I love you and look up to you. I hope that one day I can help people too! – Julie, former porn star Sierra Sinn

To leave encouraging comments for Julie please visit her myspace.