You know... about 7 yrs ago I lost my wife of 20 yrs to her infidelity and her felonious crimes. I was in it for a lifetime, once married...always married, divorce was not an option. But I had to let her go. When I found out the situation she was in I gave her a chance to come back and was the man that God asked me to be, forgiving as I had been forgiven for my past. She did not answer and in that it was decided. This whole world of bachelor-hood was totally new to me.

Now I am some time past the betrayal and kind of wondering if God will ever put Lady into my life. I have had a fair amount of sporting girls toss their hats in but they were not in love with the Lord. I have a nasty habit about me...I like (for the lack of better wording) fast and nasty horses and quick witted women. It is just something in my nature, I could try to run but I would only die tired doing so. :-)

I love the Lord, he is the light of my life. But I am getting pretty tired of being alone.

Maybe I should do a budget, figure out what I would spend on fast women and toss it all towards some fast horses. Seems like everytime spring comes a-rolling around I get these pains for a gal in my life. It is killing me.

I dunno...., but I am tossing my hat in to hear your takes on the matter.

there, I did it, have at it,

son of Adam