i know i know.
Thu, 02/07/2008 - 00:17
that this kind of has nothing to do with anything. but i am so stressed, so so stressed over my last year of school. my english assignment is due tomorrow & i hate it. i hate oral presentations where you have to speak to the class. i feel so sick inside & i want to make myself sick. i am tired so emotionally& physically. being stressed makes me sepressed, then i shut myself away from God, and turn to wordly things. i have been free from masturbation for... 20 days now. it's good having there been only one slip up, where i didn't even go the whole way with it.
gah, anyway. i need peace & strength & sleep. :) i need guidence, motivation, determination, persistence, etc.. all of which i lack greatly of. i just want to give up on my HSC!!
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We are praying for you Chosen Child!
i wore myself out, and now i am sick. run down & can hardly move. my whole body is like.. wow. my ears are blocked, have a sore throat, sore feet, body, legs, aching heart. the stress makes me depressed & angry. i am really not well atm. please warrior brothers & sisters in prayer, pray hard. i want to die sometimes.
Chosenchild:
Contrary, this has a lot more to do with the nature of these forums than you may realize.
Yes, we will pray for you.
When I get wound up and stressed I have to remind myself of the scripture "Be still and know that I am God." He is in control. He can keep you in perfect peace. The devil likes to attack when we are tired because we can be easily distracted. But if we recognize what's happening, it can be easier to put our focus onto God and rise above all the chaos.
God wants you to be in peace. And, He will defend you. Sleep in heavenly peace knowing that God Almighty is there for you to protect and preserve you.
Keep your head up my friend!!