i know i know.
that this kind of has nothing to do with anything. but i am so stressed, so so stressed over my last year of school. my english assignment is due tomorrow & i hate it. i hate oral presentations where you have to speak to the class. i feel so sick inside & i want to make myself sick. i am tired so emotionally& physically. being stressed makes me sepressed, then i shut myself away from God, and turn to wordly things. i have been free from masturbation for... 20 days now. it's good having there been only one slip up, where i didn't even go the whole way with it.
gah, anyway. i need peace & strength & sleep. :) i need guidence, motivation, determination, persistence, etc.. all of which i lack greatly of. i just want to give up on my HSC!!